Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 7:12 PM
written by a guy!
We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can't wait till the morning Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in.Let us pay for you! Don't 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say 'thank you Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.We like you for who you are and not what you are.Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.or my T-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brat Pitt, or Jesse McCartney in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'? I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand I'm not saying i wouldn't like it ether ;) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry ass, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowes Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance. Guys re-post this if you agree. Girls re-post this if you think it's cute. -Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will re-post this ADVICE: *Holding Hands Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple oftimes *Movies Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. *Loving each other Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it *Laying below the stars Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with her. And Boys. If you like a girl, just TELL THEM. There's nothing to be afraid of. And if you don't , you'll regret it your whole life. They might just like you back, take that chance , its worth it ! -Girls re-post as: written by a guy -Guys re-post as: girls need to realise -If someone realy realy loves u and u break up, he or she will come back for u! czz thts the beautiful part of True love!
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 8:38 PM
your love's too good to be true!
 heeeeey!
i love that picture above! ahh, cinta me tu. hehe so, Monday was really tiring.. :/ we had another field trip to Royal Regalia, Brunei Museum, Museum Technology Brunei and Mangrove Paradise Resort. It was seriously, tiring. a long long day! i started my day by waking up at 530am. got showered, then got ready for school. arrived at school. i wanted to go to the canteen but i was too lazy. so i waited for someone to accompany me. then Qamarina came. so we went to the canteen together. we saw Farah, so we just called Qilah and Fidah to go and sit at the bench infront. Farah and Zulaikha followed us. Atul was there, infront. we waited for the others. Erna was the last to come! -.-' we were told to go to the hall. sat there, and got divided into groups. all form 3 and form 2 were joint. were given food and drinks. went to the bus. i guess 6 of us - Qilah, Fidah, Fatin, Qamar, Erna, Amni, Nana, Atul and I, were the only girls in the bus! :| oh and maybe the teachers and Farah and Zulaikha too. went to Royal Regalia. we had to wait til 9am. but we went in earlier. hehe we were told to put our phones and cameras in a bag. bags were taken! gah :/ labih. we went to tour the whole place. it was fun and exciting. oh it was Nana's, Atul's and i think Qilah's first time going there. -.-' durang sakai berabis. hahah. oh and Qilah was wearing spectacles! hehehe! we were loud as never. haha tekarang -.-' then we went to meet the others at the entrance. got our bags back, phones and cameras. and went back to the bus.
took more pictures in the bus while waiting for others to come. we went to Brunei Museum. there were other schools too. from Tutong and Mentiri. we waited for them to leave, then we went it :8) and again, no phones, no bags, no camera! :s boring! we were told to meet at the entrance at 1030. first, we went inside this room, where it was all about animals. haa, interesting. tour the whole building. went upstairs, it was creepy :s we went to the bathroom after visiting every room in the building. Qilah and I did the prayer before we went in, but Nana and Atul changed their mind. and we felt something was wrong, so we ran upstairs. haha! it was funny though. we waited for the others at the entrance. took pictures with Teacher Wilson, and the new art teacher. i don't know his name :] afterwards, we went to Museum Technology Brunei. it was BORING! haha interesting though, but boring :( cause it was a small visit. it took us only 10-15 minutes. then we went back to the bus. oh, the wax was super real. haha sadang. we waited for the other bus to come. boring kami di bus ah!
next, Mangrove Paradise Resort. we were excited! and also tired! :/ first expression was, :s cause it was mangrove-y! haha :p then we went inside the restaurant. kinda boring. afterwards, we were offered to tour the whole place. first, the meeting room. second, the bedrooms. it was awesome! then we went to the pool! the pool was the best part! i felt like jumping inside and swim. but we have to be sleep there to go play in the pool :( then we waited for lalala! we could smell them cooking! and it smelled AWESOME! but sadly, we didn't bring alot of money. so instead, we went to the bus and waited for the others again. Nana and I were so jobless so we took pictures with our "indon" tudung-like-looks. whatever! Nana's mom called. we arrived at the school entrance and I went back home. Atul and her boyfriend, Kerol, followed me home. cause her Dad had to go somewhere. sent them home, Atul's crib. then we went home. ate lunch. and gah! i forgot :s
this post was suppose to be posted at this date! but i was just.. hehehe :D pictures, soon. as i said, AS SOON AS I GET THEM FROM SAIDATUL SUAIDAH! hehe. i think she's waiting for the pictures to go thousands or maybe after we go jalan -.-'
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Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 2:57 AM
god damn youre beautiful :]
wadap shizziesss? :b haha
we had our.. TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATION TODAAAAAAAAAAY! it was awesome as, OMG! siuk siuk! -.-' haha woke up at 530am. checked my phone, HE HE! haha ada orang miss-call :o it was Ariff. err.. i miss-called him back. he missed call me back at 6+ alum ia tidur si talor ah -.-' then wore my pink baju kurung! hehe. ate breakfast. sadly, there wasnt much. tapi, syukur lah ah, ada makanan. daripada nada :) arrived to school, went to the kantin. i was the first one to come -_-' then Nana came and so on. we were told to go to the AVA room cause we were called. grr. we went up. we just sat, and lalala. the event started around, antah :) we were outside the room. so yeah, i didnt wear my watch anyway. we went in, to sing the National Anthem. it was 0.0 i don't really know if we're good or not -.-' then we sat next to the teachers. there werent much people there -.-' then the head prefect's, Adib Talib, gave his speech, next was principal's speech, and then a lucky draw, next was sajak. Farah was there :/ gahaha! afterwards, the form 1, Yamini and Shira, sang a song. Yamini was cute! haha she seriously made all of us laughed! oh, and i love it when they sang, (8)
heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and entire of human race
there are people dying
and if you care about the living
make a better place
for you and for me
the song was dedicated for the teachers. they made our day :D then next was the second lucky draw. we went behind the curtain before the lucky draw ended. we went from the right of the curtain, and got ready as Teacher Mariani gave us the signal. haha we were all nervous :s most of the form 3 didnt manage to memorized the lyric. haa. so we had to read the lyric! as the curtain was opened, all heads went down. HE HE! then lalala. sing! then over. gah, ngaleh ku. then we rushed to go back to our place to watch a video! afterwards, they announced the best female teacher,Cg. Halimatul, best male teacher, Teacher Wilson, and the best among the best, Cg. Safiah. :D then, i think the cake cutting thingy. oh before that, we had to shake hands with the teacher then the candles were given. then, lah, the cake cutting! we sang a happy birthday song -.-' didnt took alot of pictures when were at the AVA room. but we did took lots of pictures in the class! haha cause Syazwan, Nana's brother, was so stressed out! haha cali. we stayed at the AVA room til there was nobody. played with the balloons. and it was as awesome as being inlove! haha :p we went to the kantin afterwards. cause we got bored and got hungry. we went to the 3A's class to chill. first thought was that, we thought the class was locked! :/ then i just opened the door, and it did! hehe we went in, and chill! then Wawan came, and wasnt in the mood. pasal antah -.-' oh Wawan and Syazwan, i'm still talking about the same person here! then he told Nana to messaged their driver to pick them up, at that very moment! -_-' then he took lots of pictures using my camera. i just let him did that cause i know he was stressed out! haha after taking pictures, he went all fine and kinda hyper! -___-' HAHA cali lah ia ah. oh there was thing ball, painted and looked like earth! we played it. we kinda played netball inside. like catching and stuff. and kicked the ball sampai rosak 0:D
many people came afterwards cause Cg. Mariani wanted to explain about the second trip, this Monday. so it was kinda, full! -,-' then they went to pay. lalala. Qamar and Fatin went home. then Nana went home at 1140 am. Qilah and Amni went home 10 minutes or 20 minutes later. then I went home cause Qilah messaged me. then home! aaaaahh, it was seriously tiring yet still the awesome-est event EVER! hehe. oh and im suppose to be at Sya's right now but she's out, somewhere. and now i don't feel like going to her crib right now :( maybe next time ka? yes? and oh, its your friggin turn now to sleep here! HE HE! bah, ke sini tah Datin Ajah! mesti di junjung lagi ni :pp hahaha bah byeeeeee! ngaleh ku. ill upload the pictures but id rather wait to take them from Atul's. cause mine's kinda slow. cause its huge and heavy. haha apakan. bah, byebye!
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@ 9:05 PM
it's like i don't know you anymore..
hi world!haha
we had a field trip today, to Wasan, Gallary at Kpg. Ayer and Royal Regalia. first things first! i woke up at 530am. semangat kaliah yo! haha took my shower and got ready. as usual, wore my PE uniform, and went down to eat breakfast. too much details? :p haha arrived at school, waited for the others at kantin. Fidah and Qilah were there. then waited for others. then we got tired, so we went to the bench infront at the entrance. Erna was there, Amni went to the kantin. we waited for the others again at the bench. then lalala, the whole group was settled in. we were as one group - Qilah, Fidah, Qamar, Fatin, Erna, Amni, Nana, Atul and I, myself. we were followed by Teacher Aimee, as our leader. Then off to the bus. we sat in the big bus :D hehe. then off to Wasan, around 7. i sat beside Nana, infront of us were Atul and Qilah, beside us were Erna and Amni, behind us were Fatin and Qamar and beside them was Fidah. haha loner :p details banar jua aku ani eh. aku bored wa, iatah. sabar saja :D it took 30 mins to go to Wasan from our school. from then, we kept on taking pictures and oh, we met Qilah's friend, Kerbau :) haha! arrived at Wasan. we passed their multipurpose hall, when they waved at us. we had to reverse the bus. we went into the multipurpose hall, and took our seats. then, we were welcomed with whatever they call it! it's like a "taklimat" or something -.-' we had a group photo after that and ate the food served! it was okay~ haha then we were given a tour to the whole place. it was kinda fun. by bus,we went pass the hostel, then to the whatever you call that building. where the students made food. then went to their garden. Nana and Atul were so loud! like seriously. orang bandaran! :p haha we got dirty and all. then we went to the bus. our shoes got dirty, so we went all "ew!" haha i left them Atul Nana and Qilah, cause they were so slow :( i laughed at them. hehe then we went to their main building. saw stuff then went off. goodbye :) next was Kpg. Ayer's Gallery. we had to use our group now. we got our boat and went to the Gallery. it was Nana's first time. she screamed walking in the boat. it was funny! haha hilarious na :p we shared the boat with the boys. then we arrived, Nana screamed again! yet, still funny. we went up, and we can still feel like we're still on the boat! -__-' then went inside. it was awesome! the only place build with concrete! hahaha we went inside, welcomed and sat at the bench provided. this guy came and welcomed us. we were asked questions after seeing the video. winners get prices. then we went into the galleries. there were 5 galleries. oh and there was this pencil, LAWA! tapi mahal :( then we went to the tower after so. it was high as hell! as you all know, im scared of heights! :/ we went down, and waited for our boat. but then, it rained! it was a heavy rain! :s we could see a thing. haha not really. we could only see a few. it was like a haze or something. the year 8 and the ones that were having their exam were told to move to the bus. we were next. it was heavy as jnfls!
we then went to the boat, ran inside. the seats were all wet. who the hell cares! so we just sat! but then we got all crowded, i sat next to Teacher Aimee at the top. haha try to understand that -.-' our asses were so wet! then we had to run up the stairs and to get shelter. but then they ran to the bus! baie. we got all weeeeet! from top to bottom, in and out! :s went inside the bus. we had no seat, cause it was crowded. but then, i dont know, ada tia. haha then we went back to school. we cant continue our journey cause it was late. i mean, late for the SSRU's! and it was raining heavy. even our practice in the evening was cancelled! yay :D but it's gonna be held tomorrow :( before 9 morning :( then we arrived to school. stupidly, i stepped on the water! so i got wet, again! :/ my socks were all wet. then Nana went home. Atul followed me back. we went to Bengkurong to pick up Sajad from pusat ehsan. he has this whatever part-time job there. then sent Atul home. and LA LA LA! ngaleh ku eh. pictures will be uploaded soon. as soon as i get them from Atul :) hehe bah udah tah eh. aku kan upload gambar of the next post.
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 10:26 AM
when these things, brings me back to who i am :)
hi.  Saturday's ;yesterday was the boom! no kid. we had this reunion at our ugama - Sekolah Ugama Lambak Jalan Bedil, for the third time for the primary 6, 2008. kami ambil sijil. i chatted with Nazirah Azmin ♥ the night before. or should i say, the morning before the event -.-' what am i trying to say anyway? haha so i slept at 3am. and promised Naz that i would wake her up. which, Nana did it instead. haha but hey, i told her to wake me up. but no, she told me to do that! haha bummer. so i woke up around 12.27noon or so. but you know what weird? i set my alarm to wake me up at 11 or was it 10? 0.0 haha i guess i was just too tired maybe. hehe i tried calling Naz but couldn't reach her. i messaged her instead. then went to take my shower. and ate lunch. okay, this is my habit now. waking up during lunch time! grrr. then i wore my baju khatam. we, refers to ♥ Nana, Naz, Atul and I, planned to wear tudung silk. cause 2 or 3 of us didnt want to wear the tudung khatam, and we kinda lost it :D haha except for ATUL! :P hahaha i was kinda messaging with Saidatul Suaidah ♥ about stuff and the usuals. i arrived there, and saw Munirah in her car. inda ia keluar ah -.-' then Nadiah came. i said i was waiting for Atul cause they said we should go in like now! -.-' so we waited for Atul. see Tul, i am such a good friend yknow? :bb so then we went in. Cg.Aidah was kinda frustrated -.-' she said, "sudah jua cg. jemput masuk. minta kena junjung lagi?" apakaaaaan! hahaha then we went in. IT WAS FULL! we sat infront with the others. oh yeah, Munirah was wearing blue. and i laughed so hard. cause we were all wearing creamish pinkish purple, while her, blue! jauh kaliah! aaaaauuuttt! :p haha then i sat beside Munirah, my right, and Atul, my left. it was loud as ever! i mean, we were loud too. then Atul said she saw Naz's bag. how did she know that?! and i didn't realized that Naz texted me up. so i went to check my phone. and there it was, Naz! haha by the time it was gonna click "reply", there she was, beside Atul -.-' then we talked. we took some pictures. then when the Guru Besar was making her speech. guess who came? NANA! i know. it was like 2+ haha she sat next to Naz. then the trophies were given. she said to move abit cause people had to squeeze themselves to go through -.-' so we were kinda besampit. and oh, i asked Atul who sat infront of us. there were these 3 girls. first was Rabiatul, and Atul went all hype seeing her! haha next was Najiah, which she made this "bida" face of hers :P and last was Ummi, which made Atul more hype. she even told me to sniff her if she smells! HAHA talor eh. then, the last were, us, primary 6. Najiah was first to be called, next was Neza, and then Naz and next was me! when i stood up, Nana grabbed my right leg or whatever, and said, "SEXXXYYY!" HAHAH! then i smiled and took my sijil. we went back to our places.then prayer, we took a group picture afterwards. oh yeah, talking about pictures! i just remembered. there was this one picture of Nana and Naz, which in the middle of them was a little girl's face. HAHAH no, bukan asiasi. but it was kinda a candid. hahhahaha! it was funny. they were laughing their ass off! i did too, so did Atul. hahaha then we were told to go to the library, a small one :p to eat the foods served there. it was kinda crowded cause we had to share it with our juniors! boringg. we had, nasi lemak, i guess. oh, and Atul accidentally hit my ayam :( hahaha but no worries, i had another :P haha and Nana said, it was my rice that was on the floor! hahaa clumsy jua aku atu ah -.-' then, me and Atul kept on going to the toilet. haha we went to sign this paper and went out, look more picturess. then we went to the hall, again, to chill and think about the great times we had. the times when we didnt care about anything! we took more pictures again! HAHA fun times, fun times.. then, me and Nana went to look for our junior's result, and it was TERRIBLE! like fuck it! there were only like, half of them who passed the mock, or maybe a quater of them! :s they're worst than us! i can't deny that. i mean, guys, 4 DAYS LAGI FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE! then Atul had to go home, Nana too, so did Naz. I went back inside with Munirah. and went home after 5 -10 minutes. then lalalalal. home! gah, tired. i slept for a while and then took my shower. next was as always, dvd! and then went online and played "Jewel Quest" on the pc. tired to sleep at 11+ but failed the attempt! and then went outside, went back online! on 1am! HAHAH i know, sanggup :/ chatted with Naz, but then she had to go. chatted with Zeah, then she went i dont know. ia nada reply :( haha lastly, chatted with Ariff. god! i wish i could move on, Riff! yes, im gonna spill your name out now! :/ then went offline at 4 something, coutinued my dvd marathon but fell asleep at 5! haha woke up at probably 12+ cause the brothers went inside my room, and trash themselves in it, by watching dvd! grrr. i continued sleeping anyway and woke up at 2+ hehehe! now, here I am. it's 4.41am, Monday, the 16th November! gaaaaaaaah! i wish i could sleep, i could. but meme's sleeping at my side of the bed. oh, im currently at Sya's by the way. she's currently asleep. and may i say, her house is so creepyyy! like shit :/ i heard so much non-cool sounds through out the "pagipagi buta"! hahaha bah, i think im going now. its kinda late. im gonna watch the TV now. Naz isn't online :/ and im so not happy about that :( bah, bye. and to Shazana Husaini Basir, call me tonight! hehe urgent babies. nanti you marah if i tak gtau :D oh and pictures will be uploaded soon when i get them from Atul. baby, jangan lama ah? me mau the pictures. so lawa bah :D hehe hahaha love you Tul, forever and always :D ♥ ♥ ♥ and oh,i miss ugama already :(Oh, and guess what? lemme tell you about my 2 ugama "'FRIENDS"!! gad! seriously, and you think i didn't know that you two removed me from your facebook?! youre the most pathetic thing alive! siapa yang add siapa eh? you were the one who added me! and the one who removed me?! hahaha nada main tu yo! i dont play that game, or should i say your game? pff! haha *makesbitchyface. haaaa! sorry la, i tak layan orang macam korang la! please la, dont try to waste my time please? :D thank you anyway.
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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 8:42 AM
and im left with no directions..
i think i've changed alot.. dont you think? i mean, im getting meaner everyday :/ and i dont listen to what people say. advises are just craps to me :/ lectures are shits.. and i think im getting bad. and what's worst is that, i think some of my friends are talking at my back :/ somehow.. somehow, i just feel like, screaming for no reason. maybe he's right. i've changed, alot, and i can't deny it myself :s and since then, i've been thinking about life. yknow, my life, how it has been going, and what would my future be, if i would do this,and do that, not do this, and that :/ it's like, karma or something. cause i've done so much bad things. i've hurt alot of people, but i didn't mean it. it's just thing bad side of me :/ i never did it on purpose.. i'm down, somehow, just down. yet, still smiling :) i'm sorry, i just can't find another word for my apology except for sorry :/ i know, i shouldn't be like this just because of a guy or love or my broken heart or something. i couldn't find someone, yeah, someone, even a friend, to share it with. it just hurts to talk about it. but i think im ready to tell. on second thought, i think im not :s why is the beating of a broken heart the only sound i seem to know? i wish i could speak up right away! but no words could explain how i feel. it's just so deep, deep, deep inside of me, and i can't find it why. i can't define it. i just can't.. it seems so hard but it's actually nothing important. and i know, life is a climb, and surely, it's not a free ride nor easy. and since then, i've also been listening to Miley's song, the climb. i don't know why. but i just think that it's touching to hear a song that involves more about life, than love for a couple of minutes. and it means alot for me. it tells me how i should be facing my life :') i get my mojo back just listening to it. as the clock tick tocks itself, i can feel myself dying inside. im covered with sins, pain. and i dont know how to apologies. other than that, im kinda losing hope in you, A. it's hard to move on, and you know that. you've been through it. and i'm still facing it for years. and apparently, youre leaving me. and you know what? if im a stranger to you, maybe you should stop caring about me, don't you think so? stop saying that you love me! cause whenever you do, i just can't let you go, even a second. i just cant accept the fact that youre no longer mine. and i can't fucking accept the fact that you love her, and not me! if you still love me, then why are you keeping secrets over me? why can't i know your full name? your age? those common things that I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN FOR YEARS! youre a dissapointment but i won't blame you. i won't blame you for hating me. i don't blame you for treating me like a stranger. i know, i've hurt you alot. and when i say 'alot' i meant, SUPER! and i know, i'm not being me, now. ive realized that :/ im not being the "Nina" you've known for years. that you love for who she is. that you couldn't stop loving. that you could just call her anytime and she wouldn't judge or get mad. that you could just talk and scream to, about everything you have inside of you. yeah, that Nina. yet im still trying to change back. im still trying.. but i do need some support. from you, family, friends, and my girls. i kinda can't trust nobody in the mean time. no body, no one. not even a single body. no! i have to think positive. i have to be alone at this moment. i just need time. but i dont think you can be there for me. it's.. just.. complicated.
and im sorry girls, that i've been keeping my deep secret from you. i just need time.. i know. all you could see is a smile on my face. but beyond that smile, there's this thing. and still haunts me. i can't believe that im saying this, but.. i hate my life. as much as im grateful to be here, and still alive. i still hate it. but i just have to face it, somehow. and im happy to have you ladies and my awesome family :') it's like, you and my family. when we're walking, ive always wonder why youre walking at my back and let me walk infront. but now i understand why. because you'd be there to catch me when i fall :') you may not do that in reality. but i see it that way. and i should have told you this. *inhale. you know how i hardly get my period, right? and why my hands are always shaking for no reason? yeah, i know this is personal. but i think im not well. i just hope i am! Amin! but it's just that, ive been thinking, and it's kinda logic that i have.. :/ i can't say it. jauhpalis*
maybe i should go now. and i need help. i need support. to fight for my life, to build up my spirit back, to make me a better person, and to seriously MOVE ON! and im sorry for this deep post. i just have to let it out, somehow. just saying. bye. i love you people :')
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